chinaronald

I need to update moar lol... Well lately it's been summer and I haven't been doing anything. I have sat tutoring prep every tues and thurs with a guy named Mr. Wong. Other than that I sleep eat and get fatter all day. I need to excercise lolll i've been playing a maplestory priv server where i'm a gm haha. other than that i might start WoW again maybe...

tomorrow's friday and i'm going to go to the movies with rochelle poon and candace. before that i'll prolly drop at candace's so i can get a ride to the mall easier. :D alsoooo today i went to talk to rochelle at her dance studio. past couple of days we've been talking more and we like each other and iono really what it is right now but i can kiss her freely, i've only kissed her cheek so far right now. she told me that i could kiss her lips but i should make the move or something not her i onooo guess it was my bad.

she's not comin bak to our school and that's what sucks most but she lives kinda close but ionoo... she's mexican too haha i just don't know i'll post more when i figure out what to type i'im talking to her right now :D

main problem is she keeps referring to jo as still being my priority and she doesn't want that and wants to be number one.

i wonder if karin's doing anything with a guy right now? i read that rudy put his arm around her that's a start right? o_o

Note to self... KARIN STOP USING MY LIVEJOURNAL FOR YOUR HW. lolll everytime i open this up there's a saved draft of her hw.


sooo it's been awhile since i wrote in here, and wellll tomorrow is my junior high school's graduation thing and i'm goin wit some friends. too bad tiff can't go x_x

so farrrrr school's been pretty good actually meeting new people, and i see that there's a lot of stuff out there, but i shouldn't try all of them. getting drunk and smoking weed were poor decisions but i like having fun too. also in tchs i've been gaining muscle aha...

mmm jo just got a boyfriend or she's seein soomeone or something according to her close friend who used to like me. i wasn't as surprised or w/e but i was more shocked that jo hadn't told me yet, she said she would tell me when she got one. but i guess she's not good for her promises. oh well, that boat has sailed... she liked me when i liked her but due to complications nothing could work....and i missed my chance. i say oh well if i had a car like her current 18 year old boyfriend, maybe i would be the special one? meh i'll use my car for my own benefit fuck her.

another thing so another filipino girl made out with me... couple weeks ago. i went to a friend's house at 12 midnight just cuz i was bored lol..
 and was waiting outside cuz her parents were still awake. so at my friend's house was this filipino girl named christy. we got into the mood i guess while my friend was pretend sleeping and made out a bit. she has a boyfriend and i was aware of that, and so i felt bad. this girl is really twisted and i'm kind of happy that i stopped talking to her. she talked to me about if we were in a closed room that she would go far with me or something... lolll how messed up is that, she's been with her bf for 20 months. i could easily break them up but there's all this shit and i don't want to get into it. so i simply told her bf that i won't ever talk to her. he doesn't know anything.

right now i don't really know what to do, i'm just writing what i can remember maybe if something else happens i'll write it down.
peaceee

Wow it's been awhile since i posted. just got my grades back... 3.0 GPA haha... but i'm still happy since my teacher hella curved our chem class and i got a passing c-. i had a 65% and he bumped it to a c- i'm so happy yay~

Other than that, me and my friends been pretty good, we're hanging with jo during lunch and her friends. I also got to know her friends and that's a plus haha. I've been webcamming with her a bit more lately and hugging her, so I guess it's going well? Buut the thing is that I don't want to do anything to make my best friend emo about it, cuz I feel really bad when he's depressed since he's normally a very happy and energetic person.

I also just talked to jo today and she said her friends said i'm one of the best personality and appearance wise as a guy with jo. I was like yay :D because there are 5 guys including me that like her.

Sighhh after reading karkar-chan's journal, I wonder what it was about, and if it were about me or her tendency to want to have sex with random guys?

I do think about her though, and there's that letter she sent me on my birthday right on my wall, still pinned up there haha. And of course, her makeup on my sheets... seems so long ago, and I might actually visit canoga this friday since i have no school, and jon is going to his bro's house for the weekends like always. it is a maybe though, and I'm unsure of whether or not I'm doing anything else.

Well, that's about it for now, jo's at dance, so i'll probably webcam with her later haha. I guess things are going well with that... girlfriend number 3 coming up...?

I feel so sick @_@ my head hurts DX

so worried about chemistry, blah, I don't want to do my work so much, but i have to, if i don't, it'll be bad influence on karin LOL... i need to do my work so she does hers. but i really. really don't want to do anything. just srsly, fuck life wooowww, so emo gah >.<;

Karin, remind me to never hang up on you for another person again k? I hate that feeling.... I thought it was another guy who called you too!! I'd be ok with it... but the feeling of being ditched on the phone for another guy.. or girl for that matter is kind of annoying. Ah, well seriously, I was likeee onnooessss she isn't interested in me anymore!! ... Ok, enough with the rant, just Karin, make sure I never hang up on you for another person k? I'll blow them off for you. I'll remember most of the time,  but I might need help remembering if I happen to forget.

Gah, I miss Karin >.< She's off to Lake Elsinore.. two days no talking to her on the phone wahhh

well... aside from that guess I better write about.. past events.

I can't help but feel I made Karin feel bad again, well I did, that's for sure. Gomen >.<;
I went to the LA Auto Show with Stephen and Momo, pretty funnnn, lotsa cars, and i got stickers! :D
Today, I woke up... watched anime til like 6, then stephen came over and we went to Frys and bought me some RAM and a new Power supply for my comp, along with those little cans of air or w/e. He said he would pay for my power supplly.. what a cheap. I bought a 50 dollar powersupply, a 70 dollar pack of RAM, along with 40 dollar mail-in rebates for both :D.
Ah, well, I miss Karin... rawr, it's like 3 right now LOL. don't really feel tired.. but w/e, i'll go play pokeman

nyaaa~ congrats! you're 15 ! hehe

Heehee, when Karin gave me that money and letter... it was really nice. I love her so much, and that act just really made my love grow a lot more. I am going to change my mindset about girls and attempt to not cheat on her in my mind ^^. I know she's not rich, so that money... was a very very incredulous gesture...

I love you so much Karin... simple as that... soo muuchhh :D


Gah, I love you XD

karin is sad that ron doesn't update his journal T________T
i love you~!

well nothing really special happens... i guess i'm thankful that i'm still with karin because i figured she would give up before i do. I love her, but I hate that I'm slowly growing tired of this, I don't want it to end, and many people call me whipped because of it, but it's a good relationship.. even though it's so hard to maintain because we can't see each other. gah i'll say more later, but i don't feel like thinking atm.

Kk. Well, I dano, it's just sooo boring without karin here =.= i want her near me, so that i can make her feel my love, and no, not through sex. I... just don't feel that phone is adequate enough to let her know i love her. But I do, do love her much, I do talk about girls too at the same time, and that is my fault. But with her not being here, I tend to forget how hot she is and especially when i first started noticing her.

And, I just hate life haha... so i get on the computer and try to make my feelings go away and everything just disappear, and do what I do. When I'm finished with that, I have to return and do hw, then call Karin. I should call her earlier, but she's not up until I start hw. She says call her when she's sleeping, but that's retarded, because last time i called her, she was so sleepy, and couldn't understand what I was saying.

I guess I'll just start talking about cute girls in the journal instead of real life, sorry karin. I just can't change that I guess. One thing that still irritates me is that you can almost never give me answers to those questions i really desire an answer for, like when you cheated on me before, I didn't get a fulfilling answer. Ah well, it's time to eat, ttyl karin. I love you